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[16 Nov 2009|12:52am] |
Can you tell?

More pics from the show on my myspace, and more to come.

haha, man my collar bones are like waaay out there O_O how I can be so bony in some places and squishy in others is beyond me. Damn you genetics... If the fat on my thighs would distribute itself evenly over the rest of my body I'd be a happy camper, haha.
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| My wisdom! |
[14 Nov 2009|04:11pm] |
mood: excited music: 「はぴ☆はぴ サンデー!」 - 月島きらり starring 久住小春(モーニング娘。)
I went to the dentist today because I thought I needed to replace a filling Turns out I have a huge cavity D: And I NEED a new filling... And the x-rays also let us know that my wisdom are growing crooked All of them >_> But the bottom row is the worst so I should get them all pulled soon
 I got that afterward The dentist's name is even on it! But I'm not going to use it It's "soft" gross
I got this freaking AWESOME program for the DSi
 It lets me edit my photos just like purikura!!!! I love it SOOOOO much "But, Kristie!" you say "The regular camera lets you write on your photos!" Yeah sure.... But not like this! You can pick cute colors with shadows and outlines purikura-esque backgrounds and borders! I don't know how to use the backgrounds though........ But still! It is AWESOME
I also got Harvest Moon: Sunshine Islands I was also able to get the preorder pig and duck with it How? Let's just say I'm a spoiled brat D: I'll take pictures and post later! I've already closed my DS >_<<
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| a bittersweet symphony |
[13 Nov 2009|01:31am] |
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I’ve kind of been putting off updating this thing. I hate being emo and writing nothing but crap. This was a hard week for me. My back still isn’t better. I need some painkillers, but I don’t think dr’s will give me any and I’m too broke to buy any. I have some money coming in but I have a lot of bills to pay. That and more is already owed.
Ryan missed two days of school this week. The first day I think he was just faking being sick. Today he actually did seem kind of run down though, and he had a temperature. But he’s better so he’s definitely going back tomorrow.
I’ve been fighting with Justin for reasons I don’t even understand. I’m not sure what’s going on there honestly. We just seem to be fighting a lot. And with me feeling as shitty as I’ve been I haven’t been the nicest or most loving person either. So it’s at least partly my fault. I just haven’t felt like talking much honestly. I feel like shit. I can’t play games at the moment because I can’t sit here for long periods of time without getting up and walking around due to my back, and playing games together is usually what we do.
I’ve even been neglecting making money, which isn’t like me at all. I really need to stop that.
I lost a close friend this week also. They aren’t dead, but I guess they may as well be to me. We won’t be speaking again any time soon, if ever. I took it harder than I probably should. There’s just very few people in this world who mean anything at all to me. I don’t take losing them lightly. Especially when they can’t even say goodbye.
I’m just thanking what ever god may be out there for saving Cetta from carbon monoxide.
Beyond the horizon of the place we lived when we were young In a world of magnets and miracles Our thoughts strayed constantly and without boundary The ringing of the division bell had begun Along the long road and on down to the causeway Do they still LIVE there by the cut There was a ragged band that followed in our footsteps Running before time took our dreams away Leaving the myriad small creatures trying to tie us to the ground To a life consumed by slow decay The grass was greener The light was brighter With friends surrounded The nights of wonder Looking beyond the embers of bridges glowing behind us To a glimpse of how green it was on the other side Steps taken forwards but sleepwalking back again Dragged by the force of some inner tide At a higher altitude with flag unfurled We reached the dizzy heights of that dreamed up world
Encumbered forever by desire and ambition There’s a hunger still unsatisfied Our weary eyes still stray to the horizon Though down this road we’ve been so many times The grass was greener The light was brighter The taste was sweeter The nights of wonder With friends surrounded The dawn mist glowing The water flowing The endless river Forever and ever pink floyd – high hopes
Originally published at GiRLY-GiRL.NET. You can comment here or there.
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| Brought me back from the dead... |
[12 Nov 2009|12:28am] |
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 Shitty RoseArt Watercolors and 15 minutes of free time.
I'm tired of being broke all the time. I'm tired of trying so hard just to keep us barely surviving. I'm tired of being "wasted talent". Most of my alone time is spent thinking up ways to make life financially easier. Most of my conclusions lead to just straight taking what I want. Fuck anyone who has things that they don't deserve.
I've been re-reading 1984 and a lot of the words make more sense to me. A lot of the socialist lit make a lot more sense to me, actually.
I've been gaming more than I ever have before. I haven't hit the streets in so long. The markers have started to dry up, the paint cans have started to gather dust. The PS2 on the otherhand, has been getting mad play. Burned through the GTAs-- even the old top-down ones. MGS 1 and 2 are done. Twisted Metals are almost done. Yeah, I've spent a lot my down-time at home.
Oh well... Heather's home. This is the 116, signing off...
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| ペパクラしよう! |
[11 Nov 2009|08:23pm] |
mood: tired music: 「朱音 あかね」 - 平原綾香
I finished my last papercraft a couple of days ago, but I was waiting to finish my Koharu moods before I posted again Who knew it would take me so long? -_-;;
Anyway...
Here's the first one I had worked one
 The Meowth Balloon! You can't really tell by the picture, but it's hanging up It was surprisingly the easiest one I have made so far
 Hello Kitty Mario You'll notice her arm really isn't glue in well She was painstakingly difficult! Well... Actually I think I glued her together wrong So I'm going to try again later
 Chibi Hatsune Miku She was difficult because of her tiny parts Then I used glue that didn't stick well And her body fell off xD She came with leek, but I couldn't figure out how to attach it her arms are just straight pieces of paper There's a different Chibi Miku I'd like to do as well
 Sephy! He was the last one I was working on He only took a while because I kept stopping This is him from the side:
 You'd be surprised His sword was really easy to do It was Geneva's fucked up head that took forever I don't have gel glue so I couldn't get her antennae to stand up right Then I glued her to Sephy's hand wrong >_<
I'm working on Princess Daisy now It was between her and Peach And Daisy is my favorite of the two So... obviously I went with her
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| Yet adding to my crazy life... |
[10 Nov 2009|10:41pm] |
I am in a fashion show now at the blaisdell center this saturday for a russian designer.
http://www.zhanvi.com/
Had the fitting tonight....omg I had to go out to pearl city, got uber lost, soaked in rain, etc etc, and the bus is friggin' cold as heck when you are soaking wet.And omg that side of the island has the most mutated people I have ever seen in my whole life.I mean...hunch back of notre damme, mutation. I'm not being mean either....I mean, something is seriously wrong with these people.No lower arm ( not a gimp arm, just arm to where the elbow should be, and then hand), hands webbed together of just grown into weird deformations, over grown eyes ( you know in the disney hunchback movie where quazzi motto (sp?) has one big eye and one little one....that... O_o) the list goes on....Someone seriously needs to check on these people, there's something going on. ugh...and also every random dude on the bus found it necessary to hit on me...one in particular wouldn't give up...geez. God I'm just glad to be home.
But alas, I am wearing the long blue dress, and the short purple dress from the 2010 collection. When the shots go up on her site from the show, and she uses them to show her collection, if the dress sells, I get a percentage. She apparently likes me and wants to keep using me, haha, she was like " da! DA! you are perfect, it looks perfect on you, 100%!!!" lol, she is a sweet lady. She gave me an orange and a persimmon when I left, haha.
Meeting up with potential bandmates on sunday. woot! I have faith in the 2 I am talking to currently. So hopefully it goes well.
And of course, work and school this week as normal...way too much work.
And next week, I got a paid gig passing out flyers for 2 hours.$25 an hour. The crazy thing is that I'm doing this in between my classes on monday...lol I'm f-in crazy, I know, but bills gotta be paid, and I gotta save up.
But alas, I'm working on almost being up for 24 hours straight here.I'm going to get some rest while I can and enjoy not having school tomorrow and getting to sleep in...
owh and don't forget to vote for Juju's band. http://www.rockthenight.dk/pink-acid
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| The Cure |
[10 Nov 2009|10:17pm] |
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It's empty. Like a void in an abyss of a chamber that seemingly never ends. It's like knowing nothing can fill it, but you try. You try over and over, beating on a door that is empty on the other side. You rock yourself to sleep salty water streaming down your cheeks temporarily staining the sheets You wait for something to click like the safety on the hand gun held to your head by your conscience Maybe he thought it was fun to poke and prey and feed off the emotions of yet another fooled, unsuspecting victim. So you try everything under the sun to cure you're pining love until you learn it never goes away. You'll just have to live with the pain throughout the nights into the day; Hoping the phone wont ring, and you wont dream, and he wont come in a week to bang down the door... that will be empty on the other side.
Since another has helped you forget how painful it all once was... You discovered a cure to heartache.... and it was right there all along.
© S.C. 09
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[06 Nov 2009|02:38pm] |
Learn to swim.
Cuz I'm praying for rain And I'm praying for tidal waves I wanna see the ground give way. I wanna watch it all go down. Mom please flush it all away. I wanna watch it go right in and down. I wanna watch it go right in. Watch you flush it all away.
Time to bring it down again. Don't just call me pessimist. Try and read between the lines.
I can't imagine why you wouldn't Welcome any change, my friend.
I wanna see it all come down. suck it down. flush it down.
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