Current mood:

Captain Planet

Instead of a war on poverty, they got a war on drugs so the police can bother me
The space journey continues, captain's log on the tomager.

First off, I got my chest piece done entirely, and for free at that, that fuckin' Doug, I love that guy. Tianna and I went to visit 'em one day for no fuckin' raisin except that it's been a while. When we walked into the shop, it must have been fate, cuz Doug was on the table getting his side inked up. I always said I'd catch him one day while he's getting inked so he can know what it's like, and make fun of him and etc, haha. So that was grand, and during our time of talking, along with the other dude there, Simon, who's pretty chill, and another dude I just met there as well--Doug told me to go to his schedule book and pick a day and time, I was really hesitant cuz I know what he was suggesting but there was no turning 'em down, so we got that settled for a day that week and took care of business. It's been so long for me, I forgot that feeling, I was nervous, I missed that feeling. Sure enough, it hurt like a bitch, motherfuckin' chest;

Some other good news, I was asking Doug about my fingers/knuckle tats again, and he told me, if I can get a steady job, or show some kinda proof that I'm getting money, he'd CONSIDER, MAYBE, POSSIBLE, do my knuckles, haha, I told 'em it's a fucking deal and that I'd print out a paypal page or my stats from what I'm doing nowadays.
I also made an offer to make Doug his very own website, of which I was having some friends, Amy & Angela help with. Angela was the main one who was making like a template to work with, but then her HD got fried and that went out the window. Sooooooo, now I'm trying to use my less than skills to do it myself. BUT, instead of a template, I'm gonna go meet up with Doug sometime this week to discuss some idea's that I got so we can try to see what we can do, or what I can do rather, and I'll bust my ass on it too even though I'm not very familiar with web designing--which is why I wanted Angela to do it since she's a lot more skilled than I am in that department. It's just my way of appreciating who is, the work he does, and the shit he's done for me, doing it all for free. Meeting 'em this week to discuss shit.

Now to business. I continue to strive to quit the slave wage days and I've been continuing to make internet money. I'd say I'm doing pretty decent at it as it's getting me by, so I am making money from the internet now, just like a real job. I just gotta keep it up, keep pushing shit, keep the hours going, and best of all, keep trying new idea's, trying new things. It's kinda tough when you're the only one doing it for yourself--I wish some of my friends had the same mentality that I did, cuz I know with our brain powers combined, we could probably have a better chance at tackling better and bigger idea's. But, unfortunately, this is just the way it's gonna be. I wish some people, others, would be more trusting in me, to see that I'd be willing to do some real work to get shit done with some real help in return, rather than no responses or bullshit answers of motivation that mean nothin' next to the truth; what lies in the method. I won't disclose what I do exactly, some of you may know, others may not--but I'll say this, if you know me and I know you and you got a lot of free time sitting around on the net and feel like making some extra cash, hit me up and I'll explain the details and you can accept or decline, no big deal either way. It's not that easy for starters, but once you got it down--who the fuck would want a real job? Yah.
I recall hanging out with Chadd a couple of days to give him a 101 on what I'm doing exactly so he could do it himself whenever he has the time.

While on the money roll, a pal, Pad/Kevin randomly gave me 200.00 for no raisin cuz he felt like making it rain on some of us in a stickam chatroom. I thought the dude was kidding, but since drunk and ballin', it's like no thang to 'em--but it was highly appreciated since not too many have ever done anything nice for me in my life without some kinda expectation or bullshit.
So this mixed with my other pal, Wil, whom gave me a broken PS3 like a couple of days before that, was combined. The PS3 has a broken blu-ray drive, so I ordered a new drive for about 160.00 which should be here sometime this week--kinda stoked to crack open the PS3 to see what it's insides look like, better yet, get it running again. If all goes well, gonna cop Killzone 2 and Metal Gear Solid 4.

PSN Gamer Tag: Systom

Speaking of Wil, I went to his place on some day after dropping Tianna off at the college. We just hung out and chatted about what was up in each others life nowadays, the past some, the good old shit, I miss that guy. We gamed it up a few games on Street Fighter IV as well, good shit.

While on games, my uncle Jason had given me a broken PSP to check out to see if I could repair it. This was a while back, a long with a busted Xbox 360 which wasn't under warranty anymore. If there's ever anything that I can't fix myself, I end up just giving it to my dad--he's way better than I am with electronics and his potential to fix broken shit like it ain't no thang. I gave him the Xbox 360 but he had no luck with that, probably a lot more serious problem than expected. For the PSP, as far as I knew and could see, the screen was shattered. I ordered a new screen for 30.00 and replaced it, and got it running again. To my demise, the fuckin' UMD drive was also busted and wasn't reading UMD's. This wouldn't have been too bad of a problem considering I can hack the PSP to play pirated games from the memory stick, BUT, the CIRCLE button is also not working, so that's the biggest problem. Gonna give that to my dad as well and see if he can fix it--so basically if my dad can fix it, he can keep it.

Please, could you stop the noise, I'm trying to get some rest from all thee unborn chicken voices in my head.
What's this? I may be paranoid, but not an android. What's this? I may be paranoid, but not an android.
When I am king, you will be first against the wall with your opinion which is of no consequence at all.
Ambition makes you look pretty ugly, kicking, squealing, gucci little piggy.
You don't remember, you don't remember, why don't you remember my name?
Off with his head, man, off with his head, man, why don't you remember my name, I guess he does.
Rain down, rain down, come on rain down on me from a great height, from a great height, height.
That's it sir, you're leaving the crackle of pigskin, the dust and the screaming.
The yuppies networking, the panic, the vomit, the panic, the vomit.
God loves his children, God loves his children, yeah.
-Radiohead/Paranoid Android

Up next, Ecstasy trip. I managed to score some E from Kelly since she's into the whole rave scene and what not--took a while with delays, but it eventually got to me, Blue Dolphins and Orange Glocks. Who makes up these names? Haha. I gave the glocks to Chadd, enjoy, and Tianna and I dropped the dolphins. I didn't eat anything all day, and we went to get some shit from curryhouse, on the drive back, we popped 'em. Got home and ate a lot, E takes about an hour before it kicks in. Once that time came, it hit me hard, I started just trippin' balls and getting all hot and nervous and shit. I felt super nauseated it too, it sucked. I recall just tripping out and watching an episode of Planet Earth in 720P on my TV, and watching some disgusting shrimp creature swim through the water, the big crystal clear image, like I was having water creature sickness, I fuckin' turned away from it and pulled myself over the trashcan like I was about to yak. After controlling myself and going to the bathroom multiple times to clear myself out, and even sitting in the shower which definitely made me feel better, I eased out some. So my trip started out shitty, but after that, we went on a long walk at night, it was super adventurous and cold. We walked by a group of people whom tried to invite us to hang out or smoke with them, but I kept walking by and told 'em sorry, I was on a fucking mission and trippin' on X, so I had to keep moving--they all cracked up and was saying to be sure to drink water and shit we were doing. Could've made some friends, but was trippin' too much, had to keep moving.
Tianna turns into a complete whore when she's on E, completely. So we got to fuckin' and just doing the nasty pretty much like before, I mean you do things you'd not normally do, ya know, and it's just whatever. I mean I was eating her asshole out and everything, that's right, she even went for a finger in my ass while blowing me--talk about anything goes.
Course we both started coming down, and got high, and got more and more down with Planet Earth episodes into passing out. Next day wasn't too bad, didn't have that downer feeling like before surprisingly, just beat.

Hike#2
Another month in advanced hiking trip. The day before came, Chadd pulled out because he was sick, sucks, but he still said we all should go so he gave me the gear the night before. Definitely next time. This time, it was supposed to be me, Chadd, B, Alfredo, Jason, Tianna. Since Chadd pulled out, B went with 'em. So now we were down to 4--I was talking to my dad about somethin' and I thought about my other cousin Pat, Patrick, I haven't seen his ass in a long time. So I asked my dad where I could find him at, and I actually got in contact with 'em and asked 'em if he wanted to come with us. 'Course he agreed, so we made plans the next morning to get shit poppin'. We went an hour or so earlier than the last time, and the sun was out and full. We all got geared up, Jason was with Alfredo, I picked up Pat and Tianna was with. We met up, and went up the same mountain hike. I did a fuck ton better this time around since I've been exercising some. It was still brutal, but we made it up to the top way faster than the last time. We hiked up to the same spot that we did last time, it was grand. Boys were drinkin' lightly this time around, more or so concentrated on the hike and shooting. Both new comers had a blast, we all did of course, so it was a good work out and a good time spent. We will definitely be doing it again, and more and more people are wanting to come, it's getting ridiculous, haha, but we'll see.









^.40 Hollow Point Damage
After that, we made plans to all go back to our place. We just chilled out back mostly, talking about whatever, Jason hit the grill up and BBQ's some shit for everyone, Alfredo passed out, Pat got high and smoked some of that Salvia that I had and fuckin' tripped out, shit was hilarious. I dropped off Jason and Pat, left Alfredo passed out on my couch while Tianna was passed out in the bed. We just watched TV shows all night until sleeping, Alfredo woke up briefly and was watching, he passed out and went home in the morning before we even woke up. Good times.

Insert random beach day here with Tianna, been a long while, but it was a disgusting sunny day, so it was made for it.
Insert a shout out to Ken, AKA Mike's dad, life long good friend and like a second family to me, good business and friendship 4 life.

What next, what next. Chadd's been having it rough lately, really rough, and it kinda pisses me off--when do some people get a fuckin' break in this shit of a life? But I'm doing all I can to make all of this BS easy on 'em, everything, anything. Just a waiting game now, he's thinking about moving to Portland, it's just like I told him, on my end I wouldn't want the dude to leave cuz I don't got much people I can call friends, friends to that kinda extent anyway, so it sucks. But on his end, I dunno, it could be better for him. He tells me it's a back up last resort type of plan, but yeah, we'll see. So with that said, he also might be moving in with me, I'd not mind that all, be a good time to to get back on his feet with saving and also more teaching to make more green on top of that if he wants to with what I'm doing.

Next, finally replacing the broken futon-couch-bed thing in my room. It's been a long time coming, so Tianna and I have been looking around for somethin' to replace it. We ended up getting super lucky on some type of bombass deal and scored a leather Ashley couch, fuckin' ballin', gonna be shipped here on Wednesday, I just hope we can get this sucker to fit through the door ways. Regular price was like 800.00-900.00, copped it for 250.00 due to some kinda return and a tear in it that didn't even exist, so, score.
Another purchase I made was a gun holster. Yeah, it's been a long time coming and I've always wanted to get a particular gun holster for my pistol and I finally got one, and not just anyone at that, but the one I wanted. The shoulder black leather Galco holster for 200.00. Steep price, but definitely worth it when I got the damned thing, super comfortable and ease of use. Gonna cop some ammo and another cartridge in the near future.


[Eminem]
Shady, Aftermath. Look at that bitch, god, shit, hey. There she goes, shaking that ass on the floor, bumpin' and grindin' that pole. The way she's grindin' that pole, I think I'm losing control.
Get buzzed, get drunk, get crunked, get fucked up, hit the strip club, don't forget ones, get your dick rubbed, get fucked, get sucked, get wasted, shit faceted, pasted, blasted, puke, drink up, get a new drink, hit the bathroom sink, throw up, wipe your shoe clean, got a routine goin', still got a few chunks on them shoestrings showin' I was dehydrated 'till the beat vibrated, I was re-vibed as soon as this Bitch gyrated and hips and licked them lips and that was it, I had to get Nate Dogg here to sing some shit.

[Nate Dogg]
Two to the one from the one to the three, I like good pussy and I like good trees, smoke so much weed, you wouldn't believe and I get more ass than a toilet seat. Three to the one from the one to the three, I met a bad bitch last night in the D, let me tell you how I made her leave with me; Conversation and Hennessey. I've been to the mothafuckin' mountain top, heard mothafuckers talk, seen 'em drop. If I ain't got a weapon, I'ma pick up a rock and when I bust yo ass, I'm goin' continue to rock. Get ya ass off the wall with your two left feet, it's real easy, just follow the beat. Don't let that fine girl pass you by, look real close cuz strobe lights lie.
We 'bout to have a party, turn the music up, let's get it started, go ahead and shake your butt. I'm lookin' for a girl with a body and a sexy strut, wanna get it poppin' baby, step right up. Some girls, they act retarded, some girls are about it. I'm lookin' for a girl that will do whatever the fuck I say, everyday she be givin' it up.
Shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me. Come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me. Ohh girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me, come on girl, shake that ass for me, shake that ass for me.

[Eminem]
I'm a menace, a dentist, an oral hygienist, open your mouth for about four or five minutes. Take a little bit of this fluoride rinse, swish but don't spit it, swallow and I'll finish. Yeah, me and Nate d-o double g, looking for a couple bitches with some double D's. Pop a little champagne and a couple E's, slip it in her bubbly, we finnin' to have a party.

[Nate Dogg]
Have a party, turn the music up, let's get it started, go ahead and shake your butt. I'm lookin' for a girl I can fuck in my hummer truck, apple Bottom jeans and a big ol' butt. Some girls, they act retarded, some girls are about it. I want a bitch to sit at the crib with no panties on, knows that she can but she won't say no. Now look at this lady all in front of me, sexy as can be, tonight I want a slut, would you be mine? I heard you was freaky from a friend of mine.

[Eminem]
Now I hope you don't get mad at me, but I told Nate you was a freak, he said he wants a slut, hope you don't mind, I told 'em how you like it from behind.
God, I'm old, I ain't leavin' without you bitch, you coming home with me and my boy, and his boy, and his boy, and his girl, haha, Nate Dogg.

-Eminem & Nate Dogg/Shake That Ass